This is about training my brain and head and body. Letting go and allowing intuition to steer, trust my human foot on the gas, the new and substantive places I can go.  Right now SIMC is the option, andnd Duluth feminism.

Oh radical queer feminist crushes, feelings, desires to fuck in a small town. Exciting and  disconcerting. Free and constrained. Confusing and fun. She likes me and I’m turned on by them. Focus wide and then come back to center. Push and then relax. Routine, ritual and then ahhhhh! shake it up.

I want to say to Duluth, “Fucking talk about sex++. The ‘hard’ issues. The things that make you squirm, shrink, squeeze yourself into crazee small spaces. In queer creative ways god dammit. For effing sake.”